Ray J - "One Wish" (very good song!!! gotta listen to it!)

Damn baby
Just don't understand where we went wrong
I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave you...

As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first
It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know
We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room
Cause, we couldn't be alone
See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt
Back then we were in school; and that's your favourite excuse
Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you
Listen and don't trip
I think I need a bottle with a genie in it
Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up
Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life
And you'd be my wife, make it right this time
If I had one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish

Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in
If so then searchin' I'll go, then I can have you for sho
Then you'll be loving me, holding me, kissing me
So girl don't tell me what I'm feeling is make believe
I swear if I lose a second chance with you
I wouldn't know what to do
I'd probably check myself into some kind of clinic
I couldn't be alone because without you I'm sick
Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up
Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life
And you'd be my wife, make it right this time
If I had one wish

I don't even know how we ended upon this road
And, even though we are grown, Girl I just want you to know

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life
And you'd be my wife, make it right this time

6 months, 3 months, today

6 months ago was when it all started
3 months ago was when it all ended
today, i reflect on all those times...

the song that reminded it all...

Devotion - "You're Not Alone"
In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And you made me understand
That I was meant to share with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes and all I see
Reality shows I'm alone
But I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cuz I know God is just waiting 'til the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day is cold, will you keep her warm
When darkness falls, will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there, that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know that my heart is beating with hers

So I pray...until that day (until that day)
When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts will beat as one)
I will wait so patiently (patiently)
For that day to come
I know some day that you'll be by my side
Cuz I know God is just waiting 'til the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day is cold, will you keep her warm
When darkness falls, will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there, that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know that my heart is beating with hers

It's beating with hers
My heart is beating with hers
It's beating with hers

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day is cold, will you keep her warm
When darkness falls, will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there, that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know that my heart is beating with hers
Oh, it's beating with hers

~~~
Way, way back, at least half a year ago, Martin sent me this song. Never really gave much thought to it - just came by it when listening to my CD collection while doing hmwk - but it means so dearly to me now...

Coldplay - "Fix You"

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Happy Birthday

Sadness and Hope...to the max

What I did not, and now, cannot do...
What I will one day do...

Nick Lachey - "This I Swear"
You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how
I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go
The one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

So whenever you get weary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

FROSH WEEK!

hahah....wow...frosh week is coming to an end, and it was an awesome week! nothing can beat the purple dye! hahah got my arms all purple, but its a weak purple, so now its like almost gone....but yea, the crazy stuff was fun...leapfrogging across streets...blocking traffic...doing random cheers that make fun of artsies....hahahahaha being loud at robarts library......and of course....squeezing 46 of us froshies (including me) in a bus shelter! hahahah man....i'll never forget my frosh...so much fun, but now classes start.....engsci classes.....gonna be so hard, but yea, i'll get thru hopefully! hahah....alrite...back to studies...

Summer's Over

Wow...what a wild summer. A lot of stuff has happened over the past three months, and although some were enjoyable and some were hard to accept, these events were all very special to me and I will never forget this summer. Here's a short recap of my super summer: crisis, softball, sports camp, HK!, VBS!, bro's broken arm, prep for REZ. Wow... so much to talk about for each!!!! HHAAHA.. yea.. but all in all, this summer has to be the most memorable summer and I cherish EVERY SINGLE event...
To close off the summer....(to the right) the lyrics to this summer's IT song: Green Day's "Wake Me Up When September Ends"...
..."As my memory rests, but never forgets what I lost, wake me up when September ends"...