life's uncertainties

man.. i feel so useless in life... everything around me just seems to NOT go my way... everything that i hoped to not happen is happening and its seriously takin its toll on me... kinda feel like life is about uncertainties... u can never trust anything in life, cuz its bound to fail... nothing in life is perfect, and nothing will ever be perfect... uncertainties make me sick.. i wish everything could run perfectly and not fail, but that would never happen....sigh.. theres only one person that will never fail me, and thats God... he's seroiusly the only reason im surviving this weekend, and well, seems like nothing else is really goin my way, but God's there for me, and well...hopefully thats all i need

spongebob gay? haha...

hahah...came across that today.... hahah who wouldve thot that ppl would say spongebob was gay...thats so weird...but dun wanna piss ppl off, so i'll leave it at that....
sigh..so much work this weekend....argh...hope this week would be super slow so i can finish everything!...gotta start supplementary applications soon...

internet finally works!

haha...man...no internet for 5 straight school days was so crazy.. soo much hmwk for this weekend now... i amsooo doomed!!! =P....and whats worse is that i hav the worst possible set of courses ever......chem/bio lab reports, chem quizzes, algeo/physics/calc 15% exam bonus questions, and philosophy MIDTERM EXAM!!! AHHHHH....im soo dead...
carlos delgado is now a marlin!!! best of luck for him...tho he wont need it...but ya..hhaa...hope for the best!

dad came home!

yay!!! haha..dad just came back from HK...and brought back so much stuff!!! haha...sooo much food/candy from my cousins back in hong kong...haha...wow... feel so happy now that its not just mom and me and jon doin all the chores! =P haha... but ya....feels more like home now hehe =)

GRAD PHOTO / GEO'S PARTY

wow..today was so awesome!!! took grad photos at skool while ppl were still doin exams hehe... and ya...i'll never forget...11am Jan20,2005.....high skool grad photos...cant believe it was exactly the same time hahah but ya.. thats SOOO COOOL!!!
went to geos for party and it was crazy...DDR was fun!!! hahah and kbbq was awesome..hahah sorry i had to get u, foo, but hahah it was all goood!!!
i'll never forget this day...

DONE!!!!

yay! im exam free!!!! crazy g prime hahahah but i somehow finished the exam....hope marks turn out good!!!! heheeh
raps win 3rd straight over knicks!!! wow...we're so much better without vince!!! =)

Game delayed by dog's doings

January 18, 2005
ORLANDO, Fla. (AP) -- Who didn't let the dog out?
A stink was raised during halftime of the Detroit Pistons-Orlando Magic NBA game on Tuesday night when the start of the second half was delayed by three minutes after a seeing-eye dog relieved itself on the court.
The dog was with a charity organization, Canine Companions for Independence, that was receiving a $10,000 donation from the Orlando Magic Youth Foundation.
When the Pistons came out for warmups, Rasheed Wallace walked up to the lane where the excrement had fallen, stopped and stared in disbelief. His teammates were just as confused before wide smiles broke out.
A custodian was enlisted to scoop up the mess and wipe up the remains with cleaner, a mop and towels.
http://sports.yahoo.com/nba/news?slug=ap-pistons-magic-dog&prov=ap&type=lgns

Bulls = 7 straight wins?!?!

wow...the new chicago bulls are sooo goood!!! hinrich, chandler, curry, and BEN GORDON!!! wow.... man bulls will make playoffs this yr! haha.....theyre even better than the raps! (scary, eh? well...not really)...haha... craziness....

Canada For Asia

WOW...canada did a 3-hr long concert/tribute for the ppl of southeast asia.....that was so cool... and with those donations, hopefully the land would be developed sooner than later. Its so good to hear the generosity of canadians and their love and care for ppl around the world! =)

Jays, Beltran, and Tests

My own "Good-Bad-Ugly"

GOOD:
The Blue Jays signed Billy Koch!!! WOW!!! Former blue jay closer of 44 saves in rookie season rejoins team that started his whole career. Blue Jays also signed Pete Walker, Ken Huckaby, Scott Schoeneweis, Shea Hillenbrand (?), and Timothy Luk. Blue Jays to WS05!!!! thats the GOOD! =)

BAD:
Tests...Algeo test yesterday, Bio test today, Physics test tomorrow... crazy G' and Lee.... And the reward for finishing those 3 crazy tests? ENG EXAM on fri... crazy....excruciating....BAD...

UGLY:
NYMets sign Carlos Beltran to 115 MILLION deal for 7 years....where has baseball gone? after tsunamis crashing southeast Asia, Carlos Beltran will receive more from the Mets than all of SE Asia in donations....actually, its not that true, but u get the idea...
NYMets also trades for Vladimir Guerrero, Barry Bonds, newest Yankee Randy Johnson, Curt Schilling, Alex Rodriguez, Derek Jeter, Gary Sheffield, Adrian Beltre and sign Carlos Delgado.......ok, im overthinking the trades...but the Mets are still crazy...and UGLY...

evolution vs. creation

wow..tonite's didomi was soo crazy...man...games was so hard.....[how could i mix up tic-tac-toe with rock-papers-scissors?!??!? haha...must be the stress]....haha but we pulled it...man....so hard being an evolutionist...must be so scientific, haah but ya, creation is whats right =)
sooo tired....exam crunch time now....gotta study for tests/exams HARD....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

i cant believe it...its 2005 already!!!! GRAD YEAR!!! AHHHHHHH...soo sooo scary.... i've always wanted to graduate and be "free" in the world...but now...high skool is nothing compared to university, so AHHH!!! dun wanna graduate sooo soon (but i know i'll hafto)
anyways...new year resolution: GET INTO UNI!!!
so ya...wish everybody a safe and happy new year!!! God bless this new year to everyone! =)