life's uncertainties

man.. i feel so useless in life... everything around me just seems to NOT go my way... everything that i hoped to not happen is happening and its seriously takin its toll on me... kinda feel like life is about uncertainties... u can never trust anything in life, cuz its bound to fail... nothing in life is perfect, and nothing will ever be perfect... uncertainties make me sick.. i wish everything could run perfectly and not fail, but that would never happen....sigh.. theres only one person that will never fail me, and thats God... he's seroiusly the only reason im surviving this weekend, and well, seems like nothing else is really goin my way, but God's there for me, and well...hopefully thats all i need