softball

anyways, after another weekend of getting crushed in softball, ive been getting loads and loads of frustration......its just really annoying to hafto lose so many games by so many runs.....but i guess this year is an improvement (one win!)....but still......im beginning to feel like i need to play with players that are my skill level rite now.......and i guess its also annoying cuz ive been playin 5 years of CCSA...and every year has been a "rebuilding" year........
and i also wish there were more guys on our team....we have NO power cuz we hav more girls than guys.......man next year, i really wanna be head coach, and then set the ratio to be at least two-thirds guys......its not like i dun like the girls....its just that theyre just not as physically ready, and what we lack is just power.....ah well...wait for next year...
lastly...i dun think im fit to be governor......im too fiery on the field, and im too control freak, so i need the power of head coaching.....i think next year, i need to be head coach to play for sanctified....if not, im prolly gonna leave