Sunday, November 19, 2006

I'm just really pissed right now...

Seriously, all of this is so stupid. I just don't get why he doesn't understand. My Dad complains about the stupidest things all the time. This time, he's complaining about me forgetting to do this "thing" (not gonna mention it). Yes, consequences may occur if I forget to do this thing, but it's not like I try to forget it. I try every single fricking time to do this whenever I remember. Jon and I both do this whenever we remember. It's just that he doesn't fully understand that sometimes, I do forget. I don't have perfect memory. I probably got this "weak memory" from him anyways. And now, he's trying to add all this penalty crap and how there really is not real way to make me remember to do this thing all the time. Well, seriously, is there anything in the world that can make a person remember to do something 100% of the time?! Seriously, I feel like he's exploiting me, even though he probably doesn't mean it, but he also doesn't know he is doing it. He's basically trying to grab my neck and force me to do whatever he wants and at the same time rejecting any kind of feeling or reasoning I have. Thank God that my Mom is here and is always at home to help resolve the problem. She is the best at doing that, and I'm so happy she's here. But it still doesnt affect how stupid my Dad acts at home and seriously, I don't really know why all his bad traits (yes, we all have our own bad traits) is just stuck at home for Jon and I to handle. I don't know how Mom can do it, but she's just different than Jon and I cuz we are both fiery when the right thing hits us. Seriously though, I'm getting really sick of this stuff. I had an awesome 1st year in uni because I got to live at rez and not at home. I'm seriously starting to reconsider living at home for next year. Maybe this will be the reason that leads me to go live independently. I don't know for sure, but all I know is that no matter how much good I get from living at home (Mom's awesome food, cable TV, etc.), these annoying things just don't make me enjoy living at home.

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