The time is now

I feel like I haven't been giving it all for everything in my life. I've allowed myself to become complacent in my life. It's not right. The Christian life is supposed to be challenging. It's not supposed to be easy. I've been too easy-going and now it's gotta change. I've let everybody down. I've let my family down. I've let my friends down. I've let EngSci down. I've let God down. I am more than who I am right now. I can be more if I try even harder. I need to push harder in everything I do.

It's time to go all out. Time to throw away everything I don't need. Time to focus on the goal and strive for it no matter what.

"And if I don't make it know that I've loved you all along."